you always say the truth dont you

that would be what you always say instinctively

only to realise all the wrong that you had say

then only looking back on what you had said

and trying your best to change the meaning of those words

and the meaning of those sentences

using your influence to make it sound it wasnt your wrong

it was mine

for all that i failed to understand

think what you want

say what you want

for it had always been like that