1st July

Its the 1st day of July and its is officially the start of the second half of the year.. time flies isnt it? Tons of events seems to had happened and the last semester felt like i wasnt as hardworking as i was in sem 3.. it was quite a blow to see the cap stagnant (luckily didnt fall).. however there is a even bigger need to work harder the coming semester in another attempt to pull up the pathetic cap score..

events that happened the past half had changed my life quite a bit.. if you know what i am refering to.. you certainly understand why.. in a way.. losing that does have it advantages.. i am spending much much more time with my family and friends.. people that i had always held close to my heart and yet often finding myself in a bad situation of not being able to commit anytime to them.. and of cos.. i am beginning to manage to find some time for the soul.. :D

nowadays.. i began to chat with a certain person near to mummy's age.. she's wise and logical.. yet she doesnt put up the front of someone wiser and older.. she is kind and nice and always ready to chat.. i guess that it is her friendliness that make me accept her advices in life.. and almost always to see things aint the way they look.. it depends on the situation and another dimension of perspectives.. a mother's point of view.. one you didnt expect to even talk to.. yet at times.. she is always so stubborn in her views.. constanting traumatised by the rate in which the current generation is changing and moving.. how industries how work how play is taking a new description altogether.. yet what she couldnt comprehend and accept are things that my own mum have already accept.. despite the frequent naggings that sometimes do fall on deaf ears..

turns and twist in life are always there.. the only constant in life is change.. ironic? or oxymoronic? but how true that life is constantly changing.. as you walk down your road.. like it a not.. it is not going to be a straight road.. there are always uphills, downhills, bends, T-junctions, cross junctions, stop signs, slow signs or even animal crossings.. each step you take its a new beginning..

for now.. i know that i had taken a step which will lead to things that are much greater and better..

Happy second-half-of-2009 guys!